[I.Am.Where.I.Am]

Sorry, Wanted to post more, but curse NYP and their screwed up system of report writing.. here's a riddle for the [cough].. 'sick'.

I am where I am supposed to be,
To all who call upon in their dire of need.
I am here to give,
Needless to say,
I've done my job just standing where I am now.
Where am i then?
I am that dwells in your heart.
Though you cannot see me,
You can feel me.
I am all around,
Whether you know it or not.
Good or bad, I am where I am supposed to be.
As all as it should be,
Will be.

[What.Am.I?]

Ch33rs, 9!de0n

[I.Hate.Long.Goodbyes]

Here's another riddle for all you riddle-lovers..

My presence can be felt from afar,
But when im near im not there.
I give a sense of fruitfulness when im gone,
But taken granted when im near.
When you say "hold on",
I say "im late".

[what am i?]

Enjoy:


any comments pls dont spam the tag, jus go into the youtube link there thanks.

[Revived.Riddle]

[Riddle]
From the debris i come,
Searching to quench my "thirst".
A town which i wander in,
I come only to be misunderstood.
Soon as time is,
One by one ran away.
Terrified of wat am I,
Horrified of wat I am.
Angry mobs with torches,
Cornered I stand smiling,
As they approach,
I grin with anticipation.
I dont make mistakes,
I erase them.
[What am i? ]

~cheers, 9!de0n

[Last.Post]

well guys, it's been fun, but im redirecting to a channel where i can freely express myself in art and blogging. lawl.

http://oOshinobiOo.deviantart.com/

Look for me here.
I move'd house.
Cheers~ 9!d30n :*D

[Is.Time.For.A.Change.Again]

Well, its ben long since i posted something.. sry guys..
eh.. been working lots on my deviant, thats why im here to raise the debate topic today,
"Should Ric X'fer his blog into deviantart's Journal?"
Spam the tagboard if u have to.. lawl.. im very shagg'd, just finished 2 hrs of work lawl.

[All.The.Small.Things]

ALrite.. where should i begin.. of koz. T'was a normal day.. blah blah blah...etc.
What i learnt from today, NOw that's the scoop.=D
I met Mark for shepherding today, so everything went smoothly, just that it was a shepherding OH so different than usual. Usually after teaching i'd ask him what he's learnt. But something he said just made everything different. Lemme share to you readers wat was it.
In summary of wat he had to say was;

Many of time s as an older believer, we tend to be more numb to the spirit than the time we were as a new-believer. So thats why I feel we should all learn to be a new-believer once again, not for the sake to be childish, but becuase we are SO new to the things around us, we become more child -like to our faith. Becuase of this, God's voice seems to be more laudable than perhaps OLDER believers. AS Ps j3ff said during svc, Everybody can grow old, but not everybody can grow mature. As mature believers, we tend to excel our relationship with Jesus. But still at certain conjunctions of our life, we'll still be numb to God's poking.
The fact that we all can be rateful with the little things as a new-believer, we grasp that God is more tangible at this stage, not koz we're new MEMBERS, but koz of our child-like attitude.
Knowing that a miracle can happen at any point of our life seems to be a supernatural sight as a †'ian, how much more when we were still in our child-like faith that OUR miracle is that our life was changed? and that in this attitude, we affect the people around us as we influence people and x'form their lives as well?
We're unable to change lives, but God can, koz being the new-b we are, we easily swallow pride and say, "It's God, not me."

Quote from Mark:" 1 time miracles can nvr outweigh a Lifetime miracle of Life X'formation."

~Cheers, r!c/9!d3on

[I've.Got.Your.Toe.And.He's.Got.My.Head]

ok... lemme just start off by saying.. Uber service by Ps. J3ff!

Anyways, just to make a short post about the week throughout so far in [Campaign: DESPARATION]
The week was...hmmm.. very forgetful..aka unfaithful.
Why? --> koz i forget to bring a lot of things..[things.i.mean.by.forgetting.to.bring.teaching.to.teach.my.sheep]
i was like.. "wah lao ! I just folded the page i wanted la can!?"
apparently, i messed and goofed up this week... VERY BAD.
The onli at 1st i thought went well was Cg..koz everybody brought gifts for everyone. Then came Friday when i was supposed to meet Wei Feng for shepherding.. then.. I FORGOT TO BRING TEACHING! wah lieww... :*(

[Basically.the.whole.week.was.messed.up.in.so.many.levels]

I tot this was it.. i shave my head to just serve worse. <---bad move ric.
God decided to teach me a lesson..a very good one. How? You'll see.

So be4 i finished confirmation on Friday nite i was about to call it a day, then som1 on msn just popp'd up.. koz i had many windows on.. i couldn't tell who was it. Being me.. when im busy i'd prolly ignore, but this time.. i chose not to. I just set everything aside and attended to the window. HOLD AND BEHOLD, T'was a brother of ours that very long nvr come for svc, Julian.

He nudged me and since he paid his probation<---Grounding, He can come back to church. w0Ot'n355!
ok fine.. thats 1 miracle.. So God prolly wanted to teach me to always nvr ignore ppl. [Yea.Sure.Now.I.Know]

Then the craziest thing happened.. was preparing my heart for prayer meet.. then David Hoe called, ask me to come out to look for a guy.
A GUY: a guy called Dylan whose Pri 6 and wanna go to ACS[i] after his PSLE.

honestly readers, WAT THE HELL are the chances of that !?
You tell me.. you do the math readers, koz i hate math. =D

and thats not all readers, my CG even takes initiative to just crap around with Dylan and Julian. thnkas to me and mark's BOTAK head. =.=
I'm just glad we made all thru this ordeal together. [Phew]

Thanks Guys. =D

~Cheers, R!c/9!d3on
[Evermore.God's.Heart.Will.Say]

[Self-Realising.Conviction]

alrite.. 21st sept. Caregroup day! w00t'n355!
We gave each other gifts as part of our Touch One Life campaign.
That's wat Cg's all about readers;
The people around us, The love shown by people, and the little thing we'd call Fun and Fellowship people.
I was teaching my guys today how it is to bless others on our own initiative. =D Try it Yourself!

Well asides from that.. i cant believe it, the response was overwhelming.
{what.Response?}
The response of Campaign: DespAration!

Kinda challenged my guys about why i shaved my head.. [Yes.Im.Bald.Again]
So now they know. I cant say/do anything much from here on in. ANyone of you fellas who's reading this post.

Everything's pretty much up to Personal Desperation now.
Rmb: "Do whatever helps, Heck Care what doesn't". [Sry.zack.Must.Edit.Abit]

Dunno why, just cant say anything much from this campaign...Why?
Ans: Cause It's a matter of PERSONAL DECISION! You wanna do it, YOU"LL DO IT ! You do don't need people to tell ya wat to DO !~!!
[Not.Being.Malo]

~Ch33r5, R!c/9!d3on~

[Desperate?Have.One.On.The.House]

Alrite.. seems like a n1ce way to start off.. like this... YES.. best start off..=.=
Anyways, today i had a CL's meet with zacky.

The Word of the day is.. [D.e.s.p.a.r.a.t.i.o.n]
we were discussing the kind of special unique CHARACTERISTICS to define CF. we had no idea.. til Desmond suggested.. DESPARADO~!
we kept talking soi much about how to win skools, how to build people up.. blah blah blah... but when it all should start off by a spark of a simple desire.
Many of times we think of a practical applications and campaigns to help group growth etc.. but sometimes the best plan is JUST whack.
~quoted from Ruth Chong =D

Don't care.. koz by a simple spark of fire, lights a candle intermitted to one another setting off a chain reaction.
Imagine with me that it is possible to do the things u don't like, but it is WAY more enjoyable by doing the things u like. -> a simple desire, we yearn for it, we work for it.

I learnt the most important link to desparation in the end is about Glorifying God and living a life of victory as how God planned.
~Victorious living my frens.

This battle we're fighting is not of us alone, but God's as well. =D
~2Chronicles 20:15
He said: "Listen, King Jehoshaphat and all who live in Judah and Jerusalem! This is what the LORD says to you: 'Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God's.~
So the question is... "wat do you do when you're desperate for something?"

~Cheers r!c/9!deon
[Desperate.lil'.Brat]

[Now.I.Know.]

Well readers, it's been a long week but now i can finally say a piece of wat happen'd this weekend..
It's anniversay service that yesterday. It was uber man.. with all the music and stuff..
t'was like a rave! the worship leader of Hope Bangkok was very much like a DJ.. SERIOUSLY! people who are there can identify with me.. especially the SJI ppl.. JANG!

The music and worship atmosphere was t3h awesom'n355. BUt it was not because that Hope Bangkok made THE difference, but because we celebrated the gewd'n355 of God for 16 yrs from our church.

Don't get me started on the sermon...I almost fell asleep during 1st 2 points as i slept onli for 2 hrs for the prevous nite koz went to send Brandon Kang off to his attachment in China. Thanks be to God for Mark and Wei Feng.. they poke and strangle me when they see me about to sleep. haha.

You know, just a few days ago during my Cg as i had in my previous post, talked about how my CG quantity to be on a decline, but looks like a very specific bro told me there can be no victory w/o defeat, if a leader is sad, all be sad. [vice versa]
And another specific bro also told me, to se the rainbow happends onli after the storm. So in other words,

[Thru Pull Needa I.]

T'was a divine teaching from God if i'd say. =D

In other news.. now i know why i must get a job.. to go to a Mission trip.. i've b'gone too long NOT to go missions trip alr.. so now it's my cut to go. Yes THANK YOU GAWD !

~Cheers, ric/9ideon

[Magnolia]